Free write 19 Feb 2013

today i dont know how i am feeling.  i am not good nor am i bad seems like i am just here taking up space.  i am trying not to get into a rut and keep myself motivated, but it seems like i am headed towards that rut.  i do things to keep my mind moving like reading when i am not doing homework, keeping up with current evnts and the such to keep me aware.  this feeling is not good for me as i have been here before and the last time i was here, i stayed here for  a long time.  i am confident i will not dwell in this dark feeling long because i just cant let myself get caught up again.  in the words of the late, great, Rev. James Cleveland "this too will pass!"  i will just keep my faith in my God, pray and keep myself busy so i dont have time to contemplate what actually is going on tto push me into the dark place i refuse to go to.  school is a great way to keep my occupied and stimulate my mind.

free write 2/14/2013

today i am feeling a little drained mentally and physically. i have had three tests/quizzes and it has taken a toll on my mind. I am still functioning however and will continue to fliug along but its just a little hard to keep the motivation. my body is talking to me as well, i have been going pretty hard at the cardion since hurting my shoulder and my legs and cv systyem need a break. i am gald that my shoulder is structurally sound after meeting with my doctor yesterday now i just have to wait for the soft tissue exam after the procedure in a couple of weeks. i am confident i will not have to go through surgery again but if i do , oh well. this class is kind of interesting although I prefer to communicate verbally as opposed to the digital revolution we continue to use. using the technology is making me get out of my comfort zone and that is probably what i needed to jump start me to using technology more. i dont have a disdain for technology, i just prefer some of the "old" ways of face and phone calls and not a text message. this is an eye opening experience as i am using more and more websittes to enhance my progress. maybe when it is all said and done, i will be better at using the web for assistance.

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free write 2/03/2013

today is another good day. i dont know why i feel good today but i do. i give thanks and praise to my God for this good fortune of feeling good and will tak all the good feelings I can get. i really dont know how to describe this feeling other than just good! I am still apprehensive abotu my AP exam i took yesterdahy however, i just felt like it was a busta as i didn;t know what to expect from the instructor.now thta i have taken a test from her, i will be better prepared for teh next one. i feel like i am rambling today because altjough i feel good, i just dont have much to talk about. i guess that i just am not good at expressing myself in this writtemn form. in my opinion, writing instead of speaking kind of erodes the communication process. its better to speak to some face to face so youcan get a feel for ethe person rather than just using written words that you really cant get a feeling for. at least face to face you get to reaqd the person's vibe as opposed to words jst dont give youthat oppurtunity to get to know someone. this is just my personal feelings about putting my expressions in words and not verbalizing them.

today is a good day, i woke up this morning and I am in my right mind and body is ok. today I have a test in my math class. i stidied all ican and i am ready for this. i don't have any anxiety like i thought i would, maybe that is not good because i feel relaxed about it bu this how I feel. i am not overconfident, but just thaat i feel i know the material and wilo do very well on this test. i am also feeling pretty good about seeing one of my buddies from Germany tomorrow. he is coming to FLW to see his son graduste from basic training and wants to jsut hang out for a little while with me. i think it is good that he wants to spend a few hours with me, this lets me know that i am still considered a buddy to him. i don't want to make the drive to FLW but i will since he is coming in from GA. this doesnt happen a lot and I will make the sacrifice this time. i will however have to make take some time tonight and get ahead on a couple of assingments.