today i dont know how i am feeling. i am not good nor am i bad seems like i am just here taking up space. i am trying not to get into a rut and keep myself motivated, but it seems like i am headed towards that rut. i do things to keep my mind moving like reading when i am not doing homework, keeping up with current evnts and the such to keep me aware. this feeling is not good for me as i have been here before and the last time i was here, i stayed here for a long time. i am confident i will not dwell in this dark feeling long because i just cant let myself get caught up again. in the words of the late, great, Rev. James Cleveland "this too will pass!" i will just keep my faith in my God, pray and keep myself busy so i dont have time to contemplate what actually is going on tto push me into the dark place i refuse to go to. school is a great way to keep my occupied and stimulate my mind.
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